Is there countable no long a part of the so called Modern age ?

As a Christian of this age, i find it so interesting many claim that, there is no truth. There is no right or wrong, or good or evil anymore. I also find it shokcing after Nazis were in power that anyone did not believe in pure evil. The Nazi decided to wipeout a whole race, just because they could it. No one wanted to help the Jewish people by taking them in not even America. The Jewish people have always been cusre by being apart of God choosen people. Sadly, most of christians of this time period look over way and did not offer any service to these poor souls. Even the Pope the so called Vicar of Christ on earth said nothing. So this age we are in now, are not that different really. People are people and this also means us christians too. It was not us and we did not have to do anything. How can we teach our children, when we claim there is no right or wrong ? Or also there is no good and evil ? This is not say all moral things are clear to see, There is alot gray area out there. Look at the poor homosexual community, how can be a sin to be born gay ? What logic is there in being gay. If you can live a so called normal life like everyone else around you. Another problem is when you give chairty, sometime the homeless can attack you for more money. Our we to stop giving, because their is chance this homeless person could hurt me ? That is fair question and can not always be clear relpy to it. If one does not feel safe, then by all mean do not do it. But, wht if this person was not a bad person ? this is gray area indeed and sometime one most ponder them. It is important to give and give until it hurts. Lord Jesus taught our sarfice and this is not always easy for western person, even like myself. We must work at it and do our best each day, we are given from God. The Bible states that even everyone careless word we use will be holden tous. So we are to keep idol talk at least low key and in this culture, we love to talk and talk. People need to realized God is real and we going to be judge by him someday. Sin is real and we all our sinners my brothers & Sisters in Christ Jesus Holy name.

Rejection from the church I loved and still do.

I personaly fell in love with the episcopal's church on its tradtion and sturture. Sadly it did not do same with me, All I wanted was to become a Deacon in this church and I mind you a post that is not even a real job. I was told it was just replacement for me, not being able to be a priest. I belong to the Episcopal's church of Connecticut, but i feel they rejected me for my learning disable. But, they were not honest about it. As you can already tell my grammer is big issue and make my writing at time seem like a retard person. Nevertheless, I am not retard person, I knew from the age of 13 or 14 years old. I was called to service my Lord and master Jesus Christ. I think in all honest the episcopal's church only wants to perfect people and can do away with rest of it. Ironicaly, I broke from Roman catholicism, finding Protestantism more opening to other. Nevertheless, the Episcopal's church I guess is very much like Roman Catholics only picking the perfect. paradoxly, Paul wrote into today reading how God pick weak and foolish over the wise and powerful. I guess the catholics and Anglicans did not get that memo as of yet. I know God is calling me and I am trying to my best to do his will over mine.

Lack of mortal standard and valves.

So many of our christians brothers & Sisters are living in sin and then getting married. Many or some of these so called marriage end up in divorce and they wonder why. They did not research marriage and to see, if they really were met to be together. This is not always easy, but we want to be love and to give love in return. Alot of these fail marriage product wonderful children, who in returtn have marriage issues too. This going back to sixities ideal of free love and that sex without mortal was ok. Alot women of this era came to realized it was not for them. Many ex hippies would go consertive and come back to churches. When baby boomer were young the church was foundation for many Americans. Now we told all over that there is no right or wrong. There is no real good or evil. If it were that simple. The very word good come from God and evil, just ass a d in front you get devil. Sin is such a part of being that many people just do not even care. Yes Lord Jesus die for our sins, but we need struggle and push thru a sinful. By doing this we can find God and be like him more. After all Christian mean to be Christ-like. What are your though who ever read this on this topic of Lack of mortal standard and valves? Do you see where I am going with this or do you think I am crazy.

I was born with a Learning Disable

As the title of this post goes, I am person who happen to be born with a learning disable. I was told that i could not amount to much and my life would not have much meaning. Now they did not use those words or terms to me. The teachers and counselors just felt with my grades and learning  at high school was limted. As you can see my grammer is horror, but I am college gradute with a G.P.A of 2.75. This G.P.A is bettween a c plus and a b minus. I like to think of as b-, but who to say for sure. I did prove that I could do anything, if given the chance to make something of my life. I am on disable ssi and they do not give you enough to survice. If were not for my Mother, I would be homeless this unable to wirte this blog. I am currently trying to get into Seminary in January, if a apartment at seminary open to for me. I hope become a Chaplian/Deacon and offer my compassion to others in need. A think good life is one that one give the best they can and try to give back. As American, I believe anything is possible. Being of Irish,English, German ,Danes stock all these people help to me who and what I am. I know I have my faults and limtes, but I choose not to let them define me. I know I can be someone, if I am just given a chance to do so. There really need to be more open education to people like myself, because many just think were stupid, when we have handicap that others can not see. I want to pay taxes and give back. I want to own a home and have a family, if that is possible someday. right now I like to be able find a job that would allow me to have meaning in my life.

Do until other as you would have be done for you

I love how many Americans claim to be good christians, but do not want to help out there fellow man. They have this attude that only the rich manner and helping some hurt them. They claim a public option for health care reform is nazism, when a black man is in the office house. What is wrong with these people ? They must be racist and in denial about it. There is this one lady who a respent from mid west caliming they need a make blood oath. Also that the Left dose not want for woman be in white house. I love how stupid these people in office really are. what is wrong with Americans, do they not realized that Europe is better place to live then American today ? How suppose we are greatest nation, but we only help the rich ? This sunday bible reading is from Saint James the brother of our Lord he wrote ,"NEW TESTAMENT:


James 2: 1 - 10 (11 - 13) 14 - 17 (RCL)
James 2: 1 - 5 (Roman Catholic)

Jame 2:1 (NRSV) My brothers and sisters, do you with your acts of favoritism really believe in our glorious Lord Jesus Christ? 2 For if a person with gold rings and in fine clothes comes into your assembly, and if a poor person in dirty clothes also comes in, 3 and if you take notice of the one wearing the fine clothes and say, "Have a seat here, please," while to the one who is poor you say, "Stand there," or, "Sit at my feet," 4 have you not made distinctions among yourselves, and become judges with evil thoughts? 5 Listen, my beloved brothers and sisters. Has not God chosen the poor in the world to be rich in faith and to be heirs of the kingdom that he has promised to those who love him? 6 But you have dishonored the poor. Is it not the rich who oppress you? Is it not they who drag you into court? 7 Is it not they who blaspheme the excellent name that was invoked over you?
8 You do well if you really fulfill the royal law according to the scripture, "You shall love your neighbor as yourself." 9 But if you show partiality, you commit sin and are convicted by the law as transgressors. 10 For whoever keeps the whole law but fails in one point has become accountable for all of it. 11 For the one who said, "You shall not commit adultery," also said, "You shall not murder." Now if you do not commit adultery but if you murder, you have become a transgressor of the law. 12 So speak and so act as those who are to be judged by the law of liberty. 13 For judgment will be without mercy to anyone who has shown no mercy; mercy triumphs over judgment.
14 What good is it, my brothers and sisters, if you say you have faith but do not have works? Can faith save you? 15 If a brother or sister is naked and lacks daily food, 16 and one of you says to them, "Go in peace; keep warm and eat your fill," and yet you do not supply their bodily needs, what is the good of that? 17 So faith by itself, if it has no works, is dead."

So wake up people, if do not help other, God will not help us, but judge us like we did our fellow man.

So call Pro lifers out there.

many claim to be pro life, but feel it ok kill crimal, but it wrong to kill a baby. well as a Christian life is improtant no matter who is the person. Now I know some feel a eye for a eye, but Lord Jesus preach forgiveness to all people. I know this is not always easy for everyone, but you must believe in true forgiveness to truely believe in God words. Which is God is love and everyone life does count. Even if Hilter repented before he kill himself, Lord Jesus would have forgiven him and die for his sins like all of us. Either all of life is holy or none of it is. One can not pick and choose what they like and do not. Jesus preach Salvation to all who are willing to repent and make him there Lord and Savior. Here is one quote from the Bible NRSV
21 Then Peter came and said to him, “Lord, if another member of the church  sins against me, how often should I forgive? As many as seven times?” 22 Jesus said to him, “Not seven times, but, I tell you, seventy-seven times.
God is mericful to all sinners for we all lack the Glory of his true Holiness. We can only hope After true repenting and making Lord Jesus Our Lord and Savior that we can by Holy Ghost become pure and Holy like God. Again in Luke, "4 And if the same person sins against you seven times a day, and turns back to you seven times and says, ‘I repent,’ you must forgive.” One need struggle with theire demons so to speak and make peace with problems. Nothing is impossible for Lord is the God of love and he send his only son to save us all. So all you pro lifes who claim life is holy and pure rethink you issue on death sentence for we must forgive to be forgiven ourself.

The Republican Party are they insane ?

I always watch Msnbc and Cnn and these are networks that I have come to truth over the years. Can someone explain to me why The Republican Party is still around ? Cleary there rich man seeing is not in step with American in this generation. They claim to offer better option, but when they are in power they do nothing good for common man. What the hell is wrong with them? They claim to be Christian and believe in so called family valves. But all I see and hear is them working for rich and whoring themselves for rich wasp white guys. American is much more then White Anglo Saxon Protestants of the past. Also to top it off I am wasp myself in sense, but I know as Christian. I am called to break breads with all my brothers & sisters in Christ Jesus Holy name. I know we need clothed the poor and feed them and be there in there time of need. These are core Christian values. Do you see The Republican Party doing that ? I know, I do not see it. When King Bush second was in office, he allowed Big Easy to be destory and never tried to rebuilding it. He allow our nation to lose one of greatest cities and he of course thank Brownie for his service. Also you gotta love the no child left behind program by The Republican Party and taking away our rights to wire tap and look through all people data where ever it maybe. I just can not see The Republican Party in any postive light and I feel they are cancer on true American people, the common man who has no voice.